I'm Thinking to Quit My Job

I'm thinking to quit my job.... I start to feel bored with it... everyday just think about working, working, working and working... I like to have busy lifestyle but it must be have some reasons & benefits for me... I must gain something from it, I must learn something from it.... It should provide me an opportunity to expose myself to something new....

Yet, I don't know what I have learned in this company.... At least, at this moment I really can't find out what I gain from the company except my salary.....

I feel empty, I feel I'm useless, the most damn thing is I still feel that I'm a fresh graduated student.. it shouldn't be.... I have been work in the company about 1 year since my internship.....

God... please guide me... I really don't know what I need to do for the next step..... I think I'm lost.... Am I choosing a wrong way for my career??

救我

做工压力好大，大到夜晚发梦梦到大老世觉得我能力太弱终于顶唔顺给佐份大信封我叫我懒嘶。。。。

想寻人倾计又寻唔到。。。。
想自己揸唐车出去兜兜风又惊太夜佐。。。。
想玩 game 但系又唔知玩么样样都好像无瘾噤。。。。
想唱 K 然而听日仲要返工。。。

想喊。。。喊唔出。。。
想饮酒，想食烟，想发颠，想堕落。。。
想好多好多好多好多好多好多好多好多~~~~

唔想再应酬任何人，唔想再带面具，唔想再噤软弱无知，唔想噤唔系自己。。。。

我唔知系咪对自己要求太高，太不自量力，但系至少我唔觉得太高。。。

我无人地想象即噤劲，噤呖，噤坚强，噤开朗，噤成熟，噤识捻。。。。
我真系无。。。。。。。一嘀都无。。。。

我都想好像其他女仔噤，等人帮，等人救。。。。撒下娇，o爹下，任性下。。。
我都想做嘀唔成熟即野，做任何自己想做即野。。。

但系唔得。。。我唔做得~~~~唔容许我噤做~~~~

就算我叫救命伸长对手都未必有人可以救到我。。。

有无？？？？？？

Update

好耐无上来update下啦，搞到唔只忘记佐个password，就连自己blog即URL都唔记得佐，几经辛苦先寻得返。。。真系劲搞笑。。。

问我呢排点？？刚刚正正式式锦开佐工一个礼拜到啦~~身上嘀懒虫都仲未甩完，朝朝早都要懒成半粒钟床先肯起床。。。都唔知几时先戒得甩。。。

其实上到来都唔知要讲么，纯粹系想update下个blog，免得它生满晒野草。。。

讲住锦多先，下次等我得闲再来update下。。。唔好问我几时，我自己都唔知。。。哈哈！

后会有期咯~~~